Letters from Fox

April 22, 2013
Here is the second letter today, I just heard you, and you sounded so lifeless. You say you’re trying not to think about anything. I can’t help but hate myself for causing you to be like this. If I could magically fix things, I would. I would love to take away every pain, every negative emotion: every bad memory. I want nothing more than to ensure that you stay happy. It’s hard right now, and I’m not sure that it will become easier anytime soon. I may be being selfish when I say I’m not leaving you, and maybe you feel differently. I could understand, what with all the emotional baggage that I’ve brought you. I know that this won’t make much, if any sense, but when I’m writing this for you I’m smiling. My heart hurts, but that’s because of someone else. I think I may call you Angel, because to me, that’s what you are. You’ve helped me overcome the ugly in me. You’ve made me feel beautiful and you’ve removed so many scars that I thought would never heal. You’re so wonderful, so amazing. I hope you can see it yourself. You’ve impacted my life in way I can’t even begin to describe. I can only hope I’ve done even half for you as you have done for me. You deserve happiness that won’t drag you down. I hope you find it. I pray with all my heart that you find what you deserve. I love you.
Fox